Clutter

In case you didn't notice, I went through my deviations today and deleted many of them one by one. I feel like my life is cluttered. There are people, memories, photographs, drawings, poems, etc that just take up space and complicate my life. So, I have decided to... get rid of it.
The people who have hurt me, more than I thought I could ever be hurt, will begin to see a change in the words spoken from me to them, because I don't need the stress of trying to fix relationships anymore. I have spent 11 years of my life trying to forgive and forget, but once I do, I just get hurt worse. So I have learned my lessons and am moving on.
I have 115 deviations left. Those are the ones that I feel good about. I still may delete more, but I'm done for now. The memories that came with those have been buried.
On another note, I'd like to say thank you to those who have helped me and who have taught me, and especially those who have cared. No one who reads this journal is going to get deleted from my life, but instead thanked.

Thank you